I wish..

I wish you could read my mind

There's so much I need you to know

I wish I had the courage 

To take you on this journey 

To let you see

What you mean to me

To make you understand 

How you've helped me to grow

I wish I was brave... 

A warrior and a fighter

I wish I could tell you 

You make my burdens lighter 

I wish that you knew 

How vulnerable I am around you

I wish I could tell you 

I don't know how to deal without you... 

So many wishes 

Yet none will come true.. 

But always remember.. 

The most important person to me 

Is you...

~S~

More than friends

We often say to each other

That we are just friends, 

But I am unsure

If we are trying to convince 

Ourselves or each other... 

You are my shoulder 

When I need to be weak... 

I've got your back

When you need to be strong...

The mere thought of you 

Brightens an otherwise gloomy day... 

You are the first person 

That I wish to share my news with... 

Be it joy or sorrow or a mundane task... 

You're the one I run to 

With all of life's troubles... 

I'm the one you call 

When loneliness overtakes you... 

Minutes turn into hours

With conversations 

That can't be transcribed... 

Yet sitting in together in silence, 

Brings with it a special kind of comfort... 

How do we call us just friends... 

When it feels like so much more?

~S~