Saturday, 19 March 2016

Training...

A moonless evening
The mist swirls around their feet
Two faceless strangers
Walking down the street

The girl in the hood
With a secret smile
The man in the trench coat
Who’s been searching for a while

A chance meeting
When they collide in the dark
On the sidewalk
Next to the park

“Sorry Miss,
Didn’t mean to give you a fright”
“It’s okay Mr.
Say, you got a light?”

With steady hands
He lights a match
He tries again and again
But it doesn’t catch

“I’m sorry miss
It was my last one”
“It’s OK Sir,
Just making sure you’re alone”

“Alone? But why?
Are you up to something foul?”
“Not really Sir,
Just a Reaper in Training, collecting my first Soul”



~Shamshaad~

Sunday, 10 January 2016

Electric

A frisson of electricity
Crackling through the air
As I walk down the road
While a thunderstorm threatens

Foreboding clouds
Pushing for first place
Friction lighting up the sky
From black to grey to white...

Thursday, 7 January 2016

Away

I stand still..
Alone in this busy world
In the hope that you will see
That I Wish you will notice me
But I am not loud enough
Nor am I proud enough
To force your gaze my way
I am not strong enough
To hang around long enough
To make you hear what I need to say
So I slowly step back
Until I fade into the shadows
And though I feel the loss
You haven't even noticed
Someone is missing from your circle...
Drifting away
Into the clouds
Watching you from another world
Through the shroud...
Away... Away... Away... I go..
Far away...

Friday, 10 July 2015

You and I..

We are so different
You and I

Two worlds apart
You and I

There is so much between
You and I

Our paths may never cross
Yours and mine

Yet across this abyss
Between you and me

I watch you and wish
We were us instead of you and I...

Our song...

And it will always be
Our song
This melody that fills
The gap between us
This soft lullaby
That dulls the ache
Within my shattered heart...

I miss the soft whisper
Of your breath
As you sing me to sleep
I softly hum to myself
In my loneliness
Longing for
Your caress

Saturday, 20 June 2015

Meanderings through a Troubled Mind

The pills held so tight
in the palm of my hands
dissolve under the deluge 
of tears rolling down my cheeks...

The edge of the blade
glints in the fading sunlight
as the smell of gun oil
reeks through the room
clogging my senses 
and fogging my brain

The rhythmic squeaking 
of the swinging rope
lulls me into a daze
as the ceiling fan lazily turns

Should I give in to these urges?
Or let life guide me slowly
Until the end is all that is left?

Reflections on Death

Often I wonder, what does Death feel like?

Is it merely the flick of a switch? First you are on and then you are off?

Or is it a gradual seeping of ice in your veins, spreading from the feet up?

Perhaps it feels as though someone is pulling off the layers of your life, one mistake at a time, the same way we pull of layers of clothes?

Maybe it is a slowly consuming flame that only burns brighter with each attempt to extinguish it?

Do we really see a light at the end of the tunnel?

Are the Angels on standby to play the harp as our souls ascend to Heaven?

Or perchance, those riotous demons are starting a Mexican Wave as they cheer our souls descending into Hell?

What if, despite it being written as our most "painful" experience, it is really our most liberating experience?

This world is a transient state, that we all know...

But, is Death the mode of transport or the actual journey...?

Are we really aware that our time is up in this Earthly domain...

Or does the Angel of Death just yell:  "Surprise! Road trip!" when He comes to collect us?

How much does that trip really cost us?

We save for other trips; have we begun saving for this most important trip?

Even if we do plan, are all our preparations ever going to be enough?

Have we started planning too late?

When Malakal Maut comes knocking, will we be ready? Or just ready to hide...?

So many questions...Not one answer...