Some days I wished I were
good enough for you
That you would look at me
the way I look at you
The day my imperfections
were not all you could see
That would have been the
day you finally loved me for me
You promised that you would
always be there
That no matter what you
will always care
Then my perfection was
destroyed and my innocence torn
In a moment you forgot
those promises sworn
When the time has passed
and the beauty has faded
It’s too late to regret the
love evaded
The money is spent the good
health is gone
At the end of it you the one
left alone
I've moved on and found a
kind of happiness
Content in my choice…a
simple bliss…
You've lost your chance and
it’s over now
They say you reap what you
sow
You hurt me so much and so
many times
Someday you will be
punished for those crimes
Perhaps it is now as you
die a lonely death…
Taking my name in your last
few breaths
Only now do you realise
that we were meant to be
When I am the face that you
long to see
I’m no longer young
beautiful or carefree
The years have been cruel
and kind and never stress free
But after the years have
passed I forgive you
My love for you was always
true
You weren't my happiness
but you were my first love
You weren't my chosen one sent
from above
You were the one who
thought me to see
That the right one was
always in front of me
He was the one who held me
so tight
When I cried over you
through the night
He made me see there was
still good in you
When all I could think was
how much I hated you
He made me realise that
life doesn't end
It just throws you a curve ball, a turn and a bend
Today I realise I know for
sure
I've finally attained full
and total closure
~Shamshaad~
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