Unfulfilled

A night of longing…remembering….

Brings only frustration and incomplete desires…

Memories of you wash over me as I toss and turn trying to fall asleep

Every breath every sigh a whisper of what you meant to me…

Every heartbeat calls out your name…

My dreams are filled with emotions

Every teardrop mourns your loss

Every strand of hair cries out for your gentle touch

As I used to lay in your sweet warm arms

Why did you have to go?

Why did you have to leave me all alone and longing…

Why couldn't you stay and complete our life together…

Why did you have to be who you are and not who you made me fall in love with?

Why can’t I forget what we had?

Why can’t I move on?

~Shamshaad~