Hate

I hate that I trusted you
I hate that you broke me down
I hate that I let you treat me
Like a foolish clown

I hate that I had you
I hate that you were mine
I hate that all you were
Was a memory in a different time

I hate that I miss you
I hate that I care
I hate the fact that
I still wish you were there

I hate that I need you
I hate that I want you still
I hate that empty spot in my heart
That only you can fill

I hate all that we had
I hate every moment
I hate every word and smile
And every tear spent

I hate that I'm not what you need
I hate not being the one
I hate with such a passion
That now I'm left alone...

~Shamshaad~